foolish things

hello blogsy loooooong time no post how ya doin? hehe well i wanna tell you about someone and something i really feel empty lately i don't know why? it seem like everything is just let me down i don't know what to do i don't what to say i have lot of problems well i know everybody does . i hate my new school i really really do all the things in that school just piss me off craaaaaaaap!!! i feel like trap in that place everysingle day of my life grrrr! i'm so MAD! and i wanna MOVEEEE from that school really i really not feel comfortable in creepyplace oh please somebody just get me outta that school grrrrroaaaarrr i'm gonna be insane O.O and it's about el lo vi ei (roomaancee) burrrp.... i hate that thing well however i wanna talk about it little bit ok well let see i was have a crush in juniorhigh and we were pretty close buuuutssss since we are highschool he being such a jerk dammit that's really annoying i know he is in the quiet popular school but who cares? no i don't care about that and i think i know why he being such a jerk and won't talk to me again it because he already found a new bitch and he can shuffle dance ,,,, WTF? lot of people can shuffling you assh*le! don't be so arrogant man!! i don't broken heart i just don't like the way like he stay away from me i mean he could just talk to me if he won't talk to me again what's the hard of that? i just wanna a reason why? or he is too cool so he won't talk with a girl like me? why assh*le? yeah i'm not such popular bitch so what then? well i know you have matter with society statues you only hunting popularity right? yeah i think that's the problemo... world world world why you contain with jerks and bitchess *noteveryoneactully sorry :)hehe there's lot of nice people too :) , well yeaah i don't wanna mention his name not important anyway hmm and then about the creepy school of mine hmph totally make me sicccck :s hmm first i don't like about the school is the friends whoaa y'know they totally picky and only hotchicks are exist in that school people like me are invicible hah how is that? i'm invicible lol! so funny hahahaha :P and the boys are just the same "boriiiiiing wooo" and then the teachers well i don't why i just not feel match with the teachers there are not connect system from me to them it's just not matching won't work... , and then the materies woaaaaah that's make me frustrasion , desperate , and headache , and guess what i just wanna cry if i should come to school after holiday boohooo hahaha i don't know why i just feel sad :"( ok then enough of school and about that jerk just forget it! , see you again blogs it's getting night gotta go to bed good night blogs :D have sweet dreams!

better hopeless than hope

my dear bloggsy why hoping is always end up with hopeless why ? i better not hoping because everytim ei hope for something it's almost never come true whhhhyyy? am i not diserve to that thing or what?? i'm tired really really tired oh damnnnn what's wrong with this i'm boriiiiing really really boring i need some relax relaaaaaaaaaaax my heart is weak i can't hold this anymore pretend to be quiet everthing just fine well i'm not fine i'm not okay i've been waiting and waiiiiting and waiiiiting but WHAT THE HELL I GET? HOPELESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS that's not okay that's sucks ugh i hate it somemuuuuch i'm not a complaining person but i really this disagree with this damn thing okay that's enogh it's just makes me get headache forget it all but it's not esay to forget oh my dear GOD help forget this thing make it likes it never happend before....

here i come again

hey blogs long time no post... i really miss you i don't know where i have been this time and i don't know what happen to lately all the things are just become ruin unplanned just fuckin suks i hate it all wtf? i hate this time.. you know full of depressing and dissapointing why????????? i'm really sick of this i'm just wanna screaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam a loud and loud and louderrrrrr and jumping , i feel empty and sad and dissapoint of someone and hurting by someone and dumps by jerk and embrassing myself with something disgusting and i hate it all really really hate that's all really beat me very hard till i almost lose BUT i'm not gonna give up i will survive from this shit okay so whatever happen to me again i'll nevr gonna care or do somthing recles till humiliate my self again never ever again again again again and again well so i just wanna star a new amazing life from now so wish me luck blogs i really need your support ok? ok yeah of course and i gave a gooood idea i really wanna go for an adveture to go to my lucid dream hhaha well i'm kinda crazy right now but that's fuckin awesome fun hahaha hurtful and sad feeeling droveeee me insane oh please stop it all but i ever heard that "without problem our life could be somuch boring" well that's right i really agree but too much problem isn't fine too , right ? HAHAHAHHA LOVE YOU SOMUCH BLOG REALLY REALLY LOVE YOUUUUUUU MUAAAAAHH MY LOVELY TO MY BEST PAL BLOGGER *i don't care if no one read this